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Guys pls pray that I die soon!!

asked 2019-08-18 03:03:05 -0600

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updated 2019-08-19 10:04:38 -0600

Guruka Singh gravatar image

I don't even know how to explain anymore. It's been a year and I have been living in vain and pain.The consequences it gave me made me so depressed. (I had 3.5 gpa and I had 2 years of hs left and i was trying to get a 4.0 but it got to 2.8 because the past whole year I wasn't able to study at all ) I searched up my symptoms and it apparently has no cure. I can't tell my parents about this and I am not going to. Also I found that u need long term psychotherapy or whatever. Also the more u talk about it the worse it gets so I m not trying to explain how it feels. The other things there are so many things going on at this point in my brain i dont know which one is causing which symptom. Guys I am so stressed in 2 months we r going to be applying to clgs and I m not even okay!! How m i going to handle all the college stress. I am not from a very financial rich family and being the oldest child, my parents r dependent on me. Also time is flying by too fast like way too fast and OMGG

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answered 2019-08-19 00:23:08 -0600

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Waheguru Ji, there is nothing that we cannot move beyond or get through, no matter how bad it seems. I am sorry this has been such a painful struggle. Searching up your symptoms is not the same as seeing a real doctor and someone who can provide you with advice from experience. Dr. Google is wrong in most cases. If you can't talk to your parents, please find someone to talk to that you trust. So I highly recommend you go see someone. Maybe you could take a year off and work instead of going to college, if your family depends on you. If you want to die, I can guarantee that any parent would wish that they were able to help their child in retrospect after they died. In Sikhi, Guru Ji teaches us about the cycle of reincarnation. Your true self isn't this body. I think having some perspective and reading some Hukamnamas may help you. Go into sangat, meet some people. Have you heard of Sarab Rog Ka Aukhad Naam? Look them up, they talk about healing from all causes. Gurbani is healing. Due to the cycle of reincarnation, this human life is special, but you need to figure out how to make it what you need. Otherwise, suicide or dying will not end your pain. Without achieving what you needed (merger with God), you will continue into that cycle. So try to focus on easing your pain and suffering now, go see a doctor, and maybe start reading some Gurbani everyday. I know its not as easy as it sounds when you are in the depths of depression. Everything feels impossible. But that's the depression speaking.

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answered 2019-08-18 16:18:37 -0600

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“When you feel like giving up, just remember the reason why you held on for so long.”

“Suicide/ death is a temporary solution to a permanent problem.”

Good luck

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answered 2019-08-19 10:27:52 -0600

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Please pray an ardas to God with all your heart and mind and then take a hukamnana on this site. Truly if u faith, Guru ji will give u a message. I have seen it for myself.

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I agree I have seen it for myself too!

strongKaur gravatar imagestrongKaur ( 2019-08-20 01:17:21 -0600 )edit

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