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I don't even know how to explain anymore. It's been a year and I have been living in vain and pain.The consequences it gave me made me so depressed. (I had 3.5 gpa and I had 2 years of hs left and i was trying to get a 4.0 but it got to 2.8 because the past whole year I wasn't able to study at all ) I searched up my symptoms and it apparently has no cure. I can't tell my parents about this and I am not going to. Also I found that u need long term psychotherapy or whatever. Also the more u talk about it the worse it gets so I m not trying to explain how it feels. The other things there are so many things going on at this point in my brain i dont know which one is causing which symptom. Guys I am so stressed in 2 months we r going to be applying to clgs and I m not even okay!! How m i going to handle all the college stress. I am not from a very financial rich family and being the oldest child, my parents r dependent on me. Also time is flying by too fast like way too fast and OMGG

I don't even know how to explain anymore. It's been a year and I have been living in vain and pain.The consequences it gave me made me so depressed. (I had 3.5 gpa and I had 2 years of hs left and i was trying to get a 4.0 but it got to 2.8 because the past whole year I wasn't able to study at all ) I searched up my symptoms and it apparently has no cure. I can't tell my parents about this and I am not going to. Also I found that u need long term psychotherapy or whatever. Also the more u talk about it the worse it gets so I m not trying to explain how it feels. The other things there are so many things going on at this point in my brain i dont know which one is causing which symptom. Guys I am so stressed in 2 months we r going to be applying to clgs and I m not even okay!! How m i going to handle all the college stress. I am not from a very financial rich family and being the oldest child, my parents r dependent on me. Also time is flying by too fast like way too fast and OMGG