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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh
Mahraj never gives up on his children no matter what happens, we commit sin because where human and only Waheguru Ji and Guru Ji are perfect:
I'll give you advice that was given to me
Stop feeling guilty about it. Thats a massive obstacle in your path. We all fall off the path, this is life. This is the journey of a Sikh. We are children of the Guru, we will all fall, we'll hurt ourselves, we'll make mistakes. But we should learn from them, we will become stronger and better people.
ਸੁਤੁ ਅਪਰਾਧ ਕਰਤ ਹੈ ਜੇਤੇ ॥
Suth Aparaadhh Karath Hai Jaethae ||
The son may commit many mistakes,
ਜਨਨੀ ਚੀਤਿ ਨ ਰਾਖਸਿ ਤੇਤੇ ॥੧॥
Jananee Cheeth N Raakhas Thaethae ||1||
His mother does not hold them against him in her mind. ||1||
ਰਾਮਈਆ ਹਉ ਬਾਰਿਕੁ ਤੇਰਾ ॥
Raameeaa Ho Baarik Thaeraa ||
Waheguru, I am Your child.
ਕਾਹੇ ਨ ਖੰਡਸਿ ਅਵਗਨੁ ਮੇਰਾ ॥੧॥ ਰਹਾਉ ॥
Kaahae N Khanddas Avagan Maeraa ||1|| Rehaao ||
Why not destroy my mistakes and shortcomings? ||1||Pause||
ਜੇ ਅਤਿ ਕ੍ਰੋਪ ਕਰੇ ਕਰਿ ਧਾਇਆ ॥
Jae Ath Krop Karae Kar Dhhaaeiaa ||
If the son, in anger, begins to hit his mother.
ਤਾ ਭੀ ਚੀਤਿ ਨ ਰਾਖਸਿ ਮਾਇਆ ॥੨॥
Thaa Bhee Cheeth N Raakhas Maaeiaa ||2||
Even then, his mother does not hold it against him in her mind. ||2||
ਚਿੰਤ ਭਵਨਿ ਮਨੁ ਪਰਿਓ ਹਮਾਰਾ ॥
Chinth Bhavan Man Pariou Hamaaraa ||
My mind has fallen into the whirlpool of anxiety.
ਨਾਮ ਬਿਨਾ ਕੈਸੇ ਉਤਰਸਿ ਪਾਰਾ ॥੩॥
Naam Binaa Kaisae Outharas Paaraa ||3||
Without the Naam, how can I cross over to the other side? ||3||
ਦੇਹਿ ਬਿਮਲ ਮਤਿ ਸਦਾ ਸਰੀਰਾ ॥
Dhaehi Bimal Math Sadhaa Sareeraa ||
Please, bless my body with pure and lasting understanding,
ਸਹਜਿ ਸਹਜਿ ਗੁਨ ਰਵੈ ਕਬੀਰਾ ॥੪॥੩॥੧੨॥
Sehaj Sehaj Gun Ravai Kabeeraa ||4||3||12||
In peace, slowly and steadily, Kabeer contemplates upon the Praises of Waheguru. ||4||3||12||
You will always be son/daughter of Guru Gobind Singh JI, just mediate up on Waheguru, do path and sewa. Waheguru supports everyone, thats his innate nature.
Guru Ji is still supporting you. I done so many mistakes before and i still am, but Guru Ji blessed me with coming into Sikhi, and now im happy i done those mistakes otherwise i would never have been blessed to walk this path.
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