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Tysm :) basically the only reason i feel broken about is because she said god is death, which she implied that there is nothing beyond that. It's just death all of the other stuff is there to console our mind because death is such a hard fact to swallow. yes i actually listen to waheguru simian on my phone, and try not to think of anything. I want to fall in love with waheguru so much so that i won't really have anything else affect me that much. You know that shabad anand paya meri maye statguru mein paya. The part where it says (satguru mein paya man vajeiyan vadhaiyan) That part kinda makes me happy sad because i believe that is how it must be to feel god. Happy sad because i wanna feel that bliss so bad, it makes me a little teary eyed.