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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh,

Let me start off by saying that "40 days of so purakh" isn't going to help. Baani isn't for repetition but to be put into practice, they're orders and lessons from our guru jis. Second of all, prayers always answered but the time and in what way, is only upto god. If god takes care of those living in stones, ocean, trees, then will he not care for your beautiful soul? You're going through a tough time, and that's okay, we all do, some more and some less. Just image what our guru ji's went through. They loved god a lot and had a lot of knowledge, then why did they suffer? Couldn't they just repeat naam 1000 times a day and end their suffering? Well, instead, they chose to adore what god did and try to battle things out. Have you tried talking to your mother about how this is making you suffer? or even a grandparent? Parents usually agree with grandparents and their wisdom. Look for solutions, and accept that god is teaching the family a lesson. Oh, and why don't you try putting shabad on every morning and then ask one of your parent about the meaning. This might make them realise somethings that they might be doing wrong i.e "ghat ghat andar har ju basai (god abides in everyone)", "mith bolda ji, har sajaan swami mora (my beloved talks so very sweetly)". After they answer that, ask them "Mom/dad also has god in them, so why do you not speak sweetly to them? Aren't your their beloved as well?" Bhul chuk muaf karni.