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satnam shri waheguru ji....i want to know that is there is any any specific bani or path which can be done to acheive my aim or for my carrier

mai apne bare detail ch dasna cahande ha ta k tusi menu sahi advice kar sako ....mai 4 sal pehla sexual relation ch se .....us time mai south india ch rehde se ....mere bro te dad class one officer ne te ...mere parents waheguru te bht jada vishvas karde ne te eh v mande ne k waheguru ji chahan ta kuch v kar skde ne agar ona to sche dil te sharda nal mangya jave.path ta mai v karde ha bachpan to te mai v rab te bht barosa karde ha ..par fir v mai hun tk bht vadiya galtiya kitiya ne....mai bht jada joth bole ne apne parents...te eh realise hon to bad v mai khud nu rok ni payundi mai bht var waheguru age ardas v akiti a k menu sidhe rah payon par shyad mai apne parents nu joth bolde ha isliye rab v mere ni sunda....mai civils de tayari kar rhi ha ..te mere to hun tk koi pre clear ni hoya bht mehnat karan to bad v....mere father menu as a son treat karde ne te bro to v jada mere te vishvas karde ne...is var mai ias da pre dita se o clear ni hoya par mai dad nu joth bolta k ho gya....te o din rat ehi ardas karde ne k mera main jo k dec ch a o clear ho jave......ona da eh vishvas dekh k menu khud to nafrat hon lg paye a k mere hath ch ta kuch v...even mai ta ona di izat v mitti ch mila ti....(but mai sexual relation ch se is gal bare mere to elava kise nu ni pta)....mai apni galatiya nu kida thek kara mai waheguru to kida mafi manga k o menu maf kar den te mere mummy daddy de arman pure karan ch mere madad karan...

mai hun tak de life ch bht vadiya galtiya kitiya jive k sexual relation,mummuy daddy nu joth bolna ,te loka nu use karna..........mai galat kam karke bht dukhi huni a te guilty feel karde a kyuki mere parents mere te bht vishvas karde ne te o waheguru te bht barosa v karde ne...savere sham nitnem v karde ne...... mai bachpan to he path karde a par nal galat kam v karde a ......mai guru granth sahib ji age bht var ardas kite ak o menu sidh raste payon...... par mere guilty feel karan to bad v mai o galat kam kardi .......te hunmai khud to he bht jada frustrate rehni hai plse mere help karo ta k mai sidh raste lg ska...te apne parents da vishvas na toda

mai apni life ch bht galtiya kitiya ne...jive k sex joth bolna ,sex karna, loka nu use karna.....te hun menu khud to nafrat hon lg payi hai ..kyuki mai apne mummy daddy nu dhokha de rhi ha,te o rab nu bht mande ne....te mai v bachpan to path kardi ha...fer v mai galat kam kar rhi .........hun menu rasta daso k mai kida os waheguru yto mafi manga...menu apne har galat kam te guilty feel hunda hai par mai fer v ruk ni rhe galat kam karan to plse mere madad karo...mai guru granth sahib age bht var ardas kite a k mai galat side na java par fer v mai galat raste te hi chal rhi ha plse mere help karo