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Im having trouble understanding my standing in the world.I understand that life is temporal and all within the world is to. At times i feel like a meer speck of nothing. Vaheguru ji has blessed my life with wondrous things and have been so fortunate to be blessed with the gift of taking amrit. I am by no means ungrateful to Vaheguruji but i feel as if my life is one big struggle- simply one struggle after the other, from my childhood through to adulthood. I feel tired of struggling and feel as if i have lived 2 lives in one. How would you explain this-is this all test? How would u deal with this. Please could u advise?