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I feel very blocked when I meditate. It's that when I start to meditate I can't really get into it like I used to be able to do. I feel as if I am chasing the experience more than I am chasing God. I feel blocked in a sense because I feel almost there but not quite there yet. It is extremely frustrating and make me want to entirely quit my sadhana. This block feels impossible to overcome not matter how many days I pray, not matter what I try. I don't what to do anymore.

I feel very blocked when I meditate. It's that when I start to meditate I can't really get into it like I used to be able to do. I feel as if I am chasing the experience more than I am chasing God. I feel blocked in a sense because I feel almost there but not quite there yet. It is extremely frustrating and make me want to entirely quit my sadhana. This block feels impossible to overcome not matter how many days I pray, not matter what I try. I don't what to do anymore.