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Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh Hi everyone,

I am at an interesting point in my life. I have applied for further education in a professional school, and am currently waiting for interviews. However, since it is quite late in the cycle, I am starting to get worried about if I will secure any interviews. I have applied multiple times before, and never considered the possibility of studying abroad . I really do want to pursue this field and have dreamt of working in this field since I was in high school. I worked extremely hard, and would be extremely disheartended if I don't get accepted or end up in a different career. I really do believe that this is my true calling, and I could not imagine doing anything else other than this very field.

So, I am now considering two options, and I am really stuck between deciding over: - Re-take my entrance test and re-apply; I have retaken the test multiple times before, and only after I could afford a prep course, I showed improvement. I needed to learn how to answer questions;

Apply for international schools; although I have a higher chance of getting accepted, it is getting more competitive to get an internship after education for international graduates. There are times when I think I should just apply and go if I get accepted. But I think the major issue in both these options is my LACK of FAITH in myself. I feel like I could never find enough peace within myself to decide on these 2 options; I would second one option over a week; and then go for the other during the other week. Hours and hours of research, yet no decision. There have been times in m life when I just felt a calling and made a decision, so called gut instincts (I believe the Guru's guidance), however, I am really feeling stuck right now. I am looking for your advice on how I should decide. Have you experienced times when you have been on cross-roads? What did you do to arrive at a decision? Please do respond, any advice will be words of wisdom for me.

Thank you and God Bless You all

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh