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ssa ji,i really need some help. i am student and in medical field. i have huge depression which i take medication for. i faced a lot in my life which somehow give me regrets and suicidal thoughts.i know that what we get is somewhow what we deserve to get. i am very dukhi and making my parents dukhi too.i do things which make me regret all the time.its like a cycle which i can't come out of. now, from few days i am getting bad thoughts that police came to my house and i am in jail and stuff.these thoughts are worse and i am crying from days that why do i think that bad. why do i have to go for jail for. what should i do to make me and my parents happy.come out of these thoughts.

ssa ji,i really need some help. i am student and in medical field. i have huge depression which i take medication for. i faced a lot in my life which somehow give me regrets and suicidal thoughts.i know that what we get is somewhow what we deserve to get. i am very dukhi and making my parents dukhi too.i do things which make me regret all the time.its like a cycle which i can't come out of. now, from few days i am getting bad thoughts that police came to my house and i am in jail and stuff.these thoughts are worse and i am crying from days that why do i think that bad. why do i have to go for jail for. what should i do to make me and my parents happy.come out of these thoughts.