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SSA ..I am facing a huge problem and it makes me scared every time and I get anxious.i am an teenager and I see children of my age indulged in relationships.i have now become so different than I was way back. I don't like fake people at all and that is the reason I try to make all my relations strong but sometimes I feel lonely because I try to make things better but it ends up hurting me . I don't share my these kind of problems with anyone not even my best friend and now I have become more sensitive. I really want to become a good person but having talk to my friends I sometimes feel that they have different perceptions than me . They want to make boyfriend/girlfriend but recently I had faced a problem. The person whom I loved left me ...Just two days ago he had his first anniversary with his girlfriend. He left me because he didn't want to break the trust of that girl. Ik that he respects me a lot and all this I got to know just 2 days ago . I told him everything like these kinds of problems and he always helped me now whenever I feel someone to listen to me I find no.one. I just want to say that yes I want to become a good person but people around me make me feel that I am too different I mean I have no interest to come into a relationship that is fake . I want someone to love me for what my soul is. But I have made a decision that I'll not come into relationship cause I don't want to go through all those heartbreaks . In short I feel that I am separate Ed out from everyone ..They are different than me . But I don't want to stay alone and I don't want people to abandon me Pls tell me what should I do

SSA ..I am facing a huge problem and it makes me scared every time and I get anxious.i am an teenager and I see children of my age indulged in relationships.i have now become so different than I was way back. I don't like fake people at all and that is the reason I try to make all my relations strong but sometimes I feel lonely because I try to make things better but it ends up hurting me . I don't share my these kind of problems with anyone not even my best friend and now I have become more sensitive. I really want to become a good person but having talk to my friends I sometimes feel that they have different perceptions than me . They want to make boyfriend/girlfriend but recently I had faced a problem. The person whom I loved left me ...Just two days ago he had his first anniversary with his girlfriend. He left me because he didn't want to break the trust of that girl. Ik that he respects me a lot and all this I got to know just 2 days ago . I told him everything like these kinds of problems and he always helped me now whenever I feel someone to listen to me I find no.one. I just want to say that yes I want to become a good person but people around me make me feel that I am too different I mean I have no interest to come into a relationship that is fake . I want someone to love me for what my soul is. But I have made a decision that I'll not come into relationship cause I don't want to go through all those heartbreaks . In short I feel that I am separate Ed out from everyone ..They are different than me . But I don't want to stay alone and I don't want people to abandon me Pls tell me what should I do