the whole world is against me

asked 2014-09-09 21:11:59 -0500

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i don't know why this always happens with me. i have to suffer from number of hardships and insult after getting a little bit of happiness. and now it seems to me like the whole world is against me now. whatever i am doing is getting wrong, everyone spread wrong rumors about me. everyone looks at me with strange looks. just because of all these things i am not able to walk freely, talk with someone, raise my head in society, etc everyone thinks that i am wrong just because of some wrong rumors spread against me. i don't know why this is happening with me and it seems that my life has been finished. the world has turned against me. even now it seems that the little bit prayers i am doing are not even helping me. everyone thinks that i am wrong in each and every aspect but i know that i am not. everything has been finished and i think that i cannot do anything just because i am weak and not courageous. some illiterate cutting SIKH boys have spread all these wrong rumors just because i wear turban. i am not even able to talk with anyone now. i think there is no remedy for solving it. its better to quit instead of living a shameful life even if i am right.