i am so tensed. don't know what will happen ?
asked 2014-07-13 03:08:54 -0500
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waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguruji ki fateh... i don't know whether i am doing right or not by posting this question. actually after suffering from lots of problems and hardships in india i decided to go abroad for my studies. i have spent 4 months here in New Zealand and still i am jobless. i have to become something in my life, i have to become something in my life by studying. the thing is my parents have taken student study loan of 10 lakh for my studies and i have to arrange my next year fee on my own because i can't ask my parents to pay that as they can't do it. living alone in a foreign country is very hard. people are saying me that don't worry everything will become fine but the question is when ??? indian people says that white people don't like sikh person as they have beard and wear turban and i am just like that. they say that if u become a cutting clean shaved person then you will be able to get a job but i don't wanna do that. i want to become an inspiration for others that one can succeed in life by remaining in its own sikh personality. but everything is going wrong not according to my will. i am still jobless and don't know that what will happen ? apart from these problems i can't believe other sikh persons who have became cutting and make fun of me by saying that you are khatri. all of our ten sikh gurus were khatri. then what is the problem with these cutting jatts who are making my life more miserable.. sometimes i feel that i should even stop visiting gurudwara.. my other mates who have cut their hair are doing good jobs. i don't know what will happen with me ?