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hey, firstly God does not hate us no matter what, God loves us. This sounds pretty benign to me. An addiction is when you do something despite it having negative consequences for your life. You crave it and do it more and more until it controls your life. I'm not sure of your situation but it doesn't sound like that to me. If it is then it is a bit of a different situation and you should focus on balancing yourself out through other activities, and simran. I used to like bollywood songs, but personally I found the more spiritual I got, I only love kirtan now.