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I have an inner voice in my mind, not sure if its schizophrenia, but I am pretty normal for a person.

The problem is this voice keeps whispering me to wish for destructive things for certain people, so that there is an example set for others to not to do the same ( these people haven't done anything wrong to me ) but have done evil things to their parents or other helpless people. Even if I don't want anything bad to happen the the above guys my subconscious keeps telling me the opposite.

The actual problem here is that the things that I (subconsciously) wish for these guys to happen actually become true after some time ( couple of years). and then I have to live with the guilt.

How can I stop these negative thought?

I have an inner voice in my mind, not sure if its schizophrenia, but I am pretty normal for a person.

The problem is this voice keeps whispering me to wish for destructive things for certain people, so that there is an example set for others to not to do the same ( these people haven't done anything wrong to me ) but have done evil things to their parents or other helpless people. Even if I don't want anything bad to happen the the above guys my subconscious keeps telling me the opposite.

The actual problem here is that the things that I (subconsciously) wish for these guys to happen actually become true after some time ( couple of years). and then I have to live with the guilt.

How can I stop these negative thought?