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SSA ji I belong from a Sikh family but only my grandma does patth regularly thrice a day ..My parents do not regularly read gurbani so that is why even I don't have the habit to do patth regularly . But now I can feel the importance of having connection with babaji ...Without this life is hell.Now I want to do patth every early morning and want to walk on the path of loyalty and truth as guided by babaji but the problem is that I am scared of the reaction of my family members on seeing these changes in me and it restricts me from remembering god with true heart daily ...So I feel that I am stuck and I am not able to make both ends meet ...Moreover thinking continuously abt the fact that whether I'll be able to follow the code of conduct given by babaji ,makes me feel anxious and nervous and as a result I am not able to focus on my studies ..Pls help me overcome my fear ..So that I can study well a d also become a true Sikh

SSA ji I belong from a Sikh family but only my grandma does patth regularly thrice a day ..My parents do not regularly read gurbani so that is why even I don't have the habit to do patth regularly . But now I can feel the importance of having connection with babaji ...Without this life is hell.Now I want to do patth every early morning and want to walk on the path of loyalty and truth as guided by babaji but the problem is that I am scared of the reaction of my family members on seeing these changes in me and it restricts me from remembering god with true heart daily ...So I feel that I am stuck and I am not able to make both ends meet ...Moreover thinking continuously abt the fact that whether I'll be able to follow the code of conduct given by babaji ,makes me feel anxious and nervous and as a result I am not able to focus on my studies ..Pls help me overcome my fear ..So that I can study well a d also become a true Sikh