dealing with insecurities
related to our appearances. as a sikh girl, I shouldn't really be wearing makeup, but I do because after going through massive breakouts + chickenpox I use it a bit to make everything appear even.
i don't really know if I should or shouldn't If I do = everything looks nice I feel confident If I don't = I feel less confident
I don't even like looking in the mirror anymore because if I wear makeup (I look) it sort of is a lie, if I don't wear makeup, i just start picking and start bringing myself down. in conclusion, I barely look in the mirror anymore, i actually avoid mirrors, I only just look at in it the morning or evening.
(I dress fairly modestly thou, I don't even wear half sleeve, just makeup )
makeup is fine right? or just no