Curse, karma, or what is this?
asked 2014-10-31 11:50:27 -0500
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I urgently need to find an answer to a really difficult situation. I have all my life, from birth onwards, been suffering extreme misfortune. I am really talking extremes here, not a few things not working out or feeling a bit down. I am talking about absolute extremes. It's been going on since birth and I am now 41! There has never been a time in between where I could have recovered from the constant suffering, it's been one major tragedy after another - often overlapping. It's still ongoing and getting rapidly worse! I am realizing by now that this is way beyond normal and cannot be explained by "a bit of bad luck". Some people have suggested it's karma, but I am not a bad person and so cannot possibly have done anything so bad in a former life to account for such extremes. I wonder now if it is a curse - or what else could be going on here? I know that several people have cursed me, and interestingly enough everything they have cursed me to has actually happened - and far worse. I am not a negative person, on the contrary I have always been positive, so it is not as if I attract bad things because I expect them to happen. Apart from that, the things that keep happening to me are so bad that I couldn't possibly imagine or expect them before they happened. I am not depressed or anything, but I need an answer from a spiritual point of view as to what is going on here because this just cannot go on like this!