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here is my context

thank you strong kaur for giving such a detail answer. its something I would only talk about online as this is a very heavy topic

I was suicidal (ish) in middle school (somewhat)+ high school (more intense because more drama and betrayal from a friend) I used to cut myself, and did so many things that are not loving to me.

however when I went to UNI, the four years went by very quick (it was so busy the curriculum) so I didn't even have time to talk to fam that much, i was busy in my studies. and I didnt even think of such stupidity for 4 years I thought I was cured. but I was hit with depression a few months back because of a heartbreak and my dad who always likes to yell swear and spread ugliness in the atmosphere, but his ugly words have become more prominent these days. even my career is appearing very hazy.

tbh I have kind of lost faith in men, both looking at the heartbreak and looking at how my dad is. my career is the only thing that actually brings me light, and now that appears hazy and I just feel helpless and the thoughts like suicide just creep up on me.

here is my context

thank you strong kaur for giving such a detail answer. its something I would only talk about online as this is a very heavy topic

I was suicidal (ish) in middle school (somewhat)+ high school (more intense because more drama and betrayal from a friend) I used to cut myself, and did so many things that are not loving to me.

however when I went to UNI, the four years went by very quick (it was so busy the curriculum) so I didn't even have time to talk to fam that much, i was think about so suicide (yes I was that busy in my studies. and I didnt even think of such stupidity for 4 years I thought I was cured. studies + school),

but I was hit with depression a few months back because of a heartbreak and my dad who always likes to yell swear and spread ugliness in the atmosphere, but his ugly words have become more prominent these days. even my career is appearing very hazy.

tbh I have kind of lost faith in men, both looking at the heartbreak and looking at how my dad is. my career is the only thing that actually brings me light, and now that appears hazy and I just feel helpless and the thoughts like suicide just creep up on me.

here is my context

thank you strong kaur for giving such a detail answer. its something I would only talk about online as this is a very heavy topic

I was suicidal (ish) in middle school (somewhat)+ high school (more intense because more drama and betrayal from a friend) I used to cut myself, and did so many things that are not loving to me.

however when I went to UNI, the four years went by very quick (it was so busy the curriculum) ..the curriculum is insane) so I didn't even have time to think about so suicide (yes I was that busy in studies + school),

but I was hit with depression a few months back because of a heartbreak and my dad who always likes to yell swear and spread ugliness in the atmosphere, but his ugly words have become more prominent these days. even my career is appearing very hazy.

tbh I have kind of lost faith in men, both looking at the heartbreak and looking at how my dad is. my career is the only thing that actually brings me light, and now that appears hazy and I just feel helpless and the thoughts like suicide just creep up on me.

here is my context

thank you strong kaur for giving such a detail answer. its something I would only talk about online as this is a very heavy topic

I was suicidal (ish) in middle school (somewhat)+ high school (more intense because more drama and betrayal from a friend) I used to cut myself, and did so many things that are not loving to me.

however when I went to UNI, the four years went by very quick (it was so busy ..the curriculum is insane) so I didn't even have time to think about suicide (yes I was that busy in studies + school),

but I was hit with depression a few months back because of a heartbreak and my dad who always likes to yell swear and spread ugliness in the atmosphere, but his ugly words have become more prominent these days. even my career is appearing very hazy.

tbh I have kind of lost faith in men, both looking at the heartbreak and looking at how my dad is. my career is the only thing that actually brings me light, and now that appears hazy and I just feel helpless and the thoughts like suicide just creep up on me.