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I am 38 years sikh women.I gone through very hard life since childhood.Now i am bit settled in my life but the problem is that i am feeling nagative all the times .It is effective my whole life as work,relationships.I start nitnem in amritvela and listening kirtan.I am feeling very hard to communicate with people and thats why it making me difficult to get married even to do a job.Doctor gave me some anti anxiety and anti deprassant.But i didnt take that medicine bcz it didn't work .I am doing ardas every day.But my family members specially my sisters they cant understand.Today i dont have any job and i am feeling stuck in that nagative black hole that have no exit to go out from that darkness.