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I am an interantional student, studying in canada's college, I failed a course in my first semester, i feel so ashamed, i am feeling like i should kill myself, my parents are suffering so much troubles in arranging money for my tution fees, i just tell them the day and they send me money right away, its hard for them to pay for my expenses but they never say me NO, they never tell me they bear hardships and i ruined everything, i failed a course, i ruined all their money, God please let me die, I seriously dont want to be alive anymore, but then i think of my parents, they love me so much, what will happen to them if i die, and i die after wasting their so much money, I believe in Waheguru ji so much that i think there will be a way out for sure, Waheguru ji always helped me, waheguru ji can't let me and my family down this time, I just need few more points to pass, please help me out, I wish a miracle happens and everything goes well, I can never tell my parents I failed a course, please somebody help me, my soul is dying, I am losing my hopes, Waheguru ji is my only hope!!! Waheguru ji ka khalsa, Waheguru ji ki fateh!!