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I've kissed my brother on his lips, and he has fingered me many times. I am 5 years older than him and I am 17. I have stolen from my aunts uncles cousins siblings parents and grandparents. I've lied and gossiped a lot. I regret every single thing I did. I want to be a doctor and help the world yet I am filled with my past guilt.