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I AM WITH U ON THESE ONE WHY IF GOD IS ONLY ONE FOR ALL OF US THERE HAS TO BE SO MANY RELIGIONS.. LIFE IS ONE SO WHY NOT BE HAPPY AND ENJOY IT IF GOD WANTED US TO SUFFER IN LIFE THE SHAME AND THE BULLYING WHY DID HE MADE US REINCARNATE AND IF WE EVER REINCARNATE THAT IS!... MY LOVE AND I CAN NOT BE TOGETHER BECAUSE OF THESE NONSENSE SO WE HAVE TO LIVE IN SIN EVEN THO WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER...

SORRY IF THERE IS ANY PEOPLE OFFENDED...

So here i am trying to understand why do sikh men are cheating.

I have a boyfriend as he has asked me to be his girlfriend, he is a married men and i just love him so much. We see each other a lot (well when he can get out of his house), we make love like any lover does, we practice oral sex, anal and vaginal we have touched each other in every form.

I am not a sikh. Actuality in don't practice any religion i do believe in god but that's about it, don't go to church ether. He makes me very happy i love him and i know he loves me too. Even tho he will never get a divorce i will love him that way, because i know he will always be mine.

He has told me i have been the only girl he has been with besides hes wife. And i do believe him. I have question him if what we are doing is right and he always tells me the same thing 'if god didn't wanted me to do these why did he put me in your path?' to that i don't have an answer in i wish sometimes we had meet a long time ago so we shouldn't be in sin. He is a big big big sikh because he does everything hes religion tells him to be done, except to what we are doing.

I have asked him if he feels like he has to let me go i will let him go but until he tells me to, because i have been thinking a lot on his wife that she don't deserves to be cheated on and also in the consequences of what god might have for us. We have been talking about me getting pregnant and i am more then happy to give him a baby but i am also afraid of what is family might say and what will happen in his circle of what involves his believes, his wife his parents, his friends, all af that including gods will.

Can someone tell me what can be the consequences for him if his religion and his people know about me a typical wondering girl? And if it is typical for sikh men to cheat and there wifes? In my defense i have to say i love him with all my hearth!!!

HI.... TO BEGAN I MUST SAY THAT I KNOW I AM WRONG.

I HAVE MEET A SIKH MEN NOT TO LONG AGO I SOON AS MY EYES MADE CONTACT WITH HIS IT WAS LIKE THE WORLD HAD STOP FOR A MINUTE MY HEARTH STARTED RACING AND HE LOOKED STRAIT TO MY EYES TOO, IT WAS A FEELING THAT I HAVE NEVER EXPERIENCE I HAD TO ASKED HIM IF WE HAD MEET BEFORE AND HE JUST COULDN'T ANSWER IT WAS LIKE SHOCK TO BOTH OF US. LONG STORY SHORT HE STARTED TALKING ON THE PHONE TEX-TING AND SENDING PICTURES OF EACH OTHER FOR QUITE SOME TIME AND WE FINALLY DISGUISED WE MUST SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN BY THESE TIME I KNEW HE WAS MARRIED AND I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP TOO.. ME WITH KIDS HE DON'T HAVE ANY... SO THERE I WAS ABOUT TO SEE HIM WHEN THE DOOR OPENED I WAS SO NERVINESS AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME THAT WE BOTH HAD A GIGGLE ATTACK AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN WE WERE KISSING AND ON TOP OF EACH OTHER WE MADE LOVE LIKE CRAZIES ALL AFTERNOON ALL NIGHT AND ONE MORE TIME IN THE MORNING IT WAS AMAZING BEEN TOUCHED BY HIM AND DOING ALL THE STUFF THAT A SIKH IS NOT SUPPOSED TO DO... I CANT HELP FEELING THESE WAY... WE HAVE BEEN SEEN EACH OTHER 4 TO 5 TIMES PER MONTH SINCE HE IS 1000 MILES AWAY FROM ME... WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS IF THERE IS ANY KIND OF FORM TO STOP FEELING THESE LOVE BECAUSE IS MUTUAL AND DON'T WANT TO GET HIM IN TROUBLE WITH HIS FAMILY AND ALL THAT SORROWS IT, WE HAVE SIN IN ALL FORMS SEXUALLY SPECKING. AND I KNOW HE IS NOT HAPPY IN HIS MARRIAGE WELL AT LEAST NOT IN LOVE AND I DON'T ASK HIM TO DIVORCE ETHER BECAUSE I CANT LEAVE MY PARTNER ETHER BECAUSE HE HAS RACED MY KIDS... PLEASE SOME ONE? I AM NOT IN ANY RELIGION ETHER I AM MORE OF A FREE SPIRIT...