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2015-12-05 23:31:41 -0500 asked a question Religious OCD (Evil thoughts)

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji Ki Fateh,

Last year, while facing an issue, I went to Guru Granth Sahib Ji for help and after some time He resolved all issues in my life and I was very happy. But then, out of all the happiness I forgot Him and stopped trying to make an effort to move towards Him. A deep sense of guilt and emptiness arose within me which made me realize my mistake. Thus, by Guru's kirpa, efforts to get closer to Him were made again. But this time around it's much more difficult to control the mind because I THINK I have religious OCD. The thoughts that come into my mind are so annoying and disgusting and evil and very embarrasing. For example, the mind purposely using SWEAR WORDS on Satguruji and it seems as if the more I try to stop the mind from having all these disgusting thoughts, the more stronger these thoughts become. I was really afraid to talk to other Sikhs about this because I thought they would beat me up for thinking in such dirty and horrible ways of Satguruji. I also stared feeling that Satguruji might be angry with me for forgetting Him after getting what I wanted. I honestly don't know what to do as these thoughts don't let me focus the mind on Gurbani causing me to feel sad. But at the same time, I also feel sad if I don't practice Gurbani and I feel like my Ardaas can't be heard by Satguruji. Sometimes it feels like I'm living in hell now and after death I'm going to hell for slandering Satguruji and His Saints in such horrible ways. I don't want to talk to a psychiatrist as I don't want him/her to turn me into an atheist. Very less hope is left and if Satguruji doesn't allow me to get close to His lotus feet then what's the point of this human life. It would be better to end it and burn in hell for my sins.

Bhul Chuk Maaf Sorry for anything wrong that was said Thank you

2015-10-30 08:32:19 -0500 marked best answer Guruji asks us to ask from him

every time I read a reply on questions regarding asking wishes from guruji, most people say that we are trying to be too smart and trying to handle our lives with our hands instead of guruji's. But in gurbani it is stated that guruji allows us to ask him for anything. He is known as the GREAT GIVER and it is also stated in gurbani doing sewa and reading gurbani fullfill our minds desires. All we need to do is have faith in the merciful supreme Lord of the Universe. So, why do other people say that it is wrong to ask from guruji when guruji himself asks us ask from him? Sorry if the message sounded harsh. Just super curious

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Thank you kind sir. Thank you very much indeed. :)

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Thank you so much for your kind response sir. But I have put all my faith in guruji. I have left behind everything. Not only so that my wishes can come true but also so I can get much closer to Him. Everytime I go to gurdwara I ask guruji what to do and the hukamnama always says remember him 24/7 and all your minds desires will be fullfilled. Once or twice the hukamnama also said the guru has heard your prayers and your hopes and wishes will be fullfilled. I know guruji is going to fullfill them but I really do wonder when? I know I am just a humble servant and I can only beg in front of him. But everything is in his graceful hands and I am sort of on a deadline here :(. I feel like talking to him face to face I just want him to hug me and tell me everything will be alright.

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2014-09-30 04:32:44 -0500 answered a question Karma change log

Thanks a lot for the help. Really appreciate it :D