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I belong to a Guru Sikh family. Never had a haircut, goes to gurudwara and do path. I love a boy. as much as I love my parents and I want to marry him. He was there with me when I made a failed attempt of suicide and now my parents say that he is not good for me because a pundit said that I will not live happily if I go for a love marriage but if it will go for an arranged marriage then I will be living the happiest life. my grandmother says that if we are getting some warnings from pundits then we should get aware. I pray twice a day always asking God to give me a happy life with him but now it seems like God is not listening to me. He is playing games with me. Today I am feeling so bad that I always worshipped one god, never asked for anyone's bad and love someone but God is pretending to see me silently and making fun of mine. Today I am leaving the path of God because God cannot do anything against a pundit. I give up....!!!! I Give up my faith in God and my faith in prayer.

Kindly please do not post me those videos. I will appreciate that.

I belong to a Guru Sikh family. Never had a haircut, goes to gurudwara and do path. I love a boy. as much as I love my parents and I want to marry him. He was there with me when I made a failed attempt of suicide and now my parents say that he is not good for me because a pundit said that I will not live happily if I go for a love marriage but if it will go for an arranged marriage then I will be living the happiest life. my grandmother says that if we are getting some warnings from pundits then we should get aware. I pray twice a day always asking God to give me a happy life with him but now it seems like God is not listening to me. He is playing games with me. Today I am feeling so bad that I always worshipped one god, never asked for anyone's bad and love someone but God is pretending to see me silently and making fun of mine. Today I am leaving the path of God because God cannot do anything against a pundit. I give up....!!!! I Give up my faith in God and my faith in prayer.

Kindly please do not post me those videos. I will appreciate that.