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I am a girl and I have a boyfriend. I listen to kirtan all day after school, I do japji sahib in the morning, I do rehras sahib and sohila sahib in the evening/night. I think about kirtan and bani more than my boyfriend and I feel guilty about having a boyfriend. I want to take Amrit but I also love my boyfriend very much but i also love God. Please help what do I do?

I am a girl and I have a boyfriend. I listen to kirtan all day after school, I do japji sahib in the morning, I do rehras sahib and sohila sahib in the evening/night. I think about kirtan and bani more than my boyfriend and I feel feel guilty about having a boyfriend. I turned vegetarian even though my whole family still eats meat, but my family forces me to do my upper lip only which I don't want to do. I want to take Amrit but I also love my boyfriend and family very much and I don't want to disappoint them but i also love God. God and don't want to disappoint him either. Please help what do I do?

I am a girl and I have a boyfriend. I listen to kirtan all day after school, I do japji sahib in the morning, I do rehras sahib and sohila sahib in the evening/night. I think about kirtan and bani more than my boyfriend and I feel guilty about having a boyfriend. I turned vegetarian even though my whole family still eats meat, but my family forces me to do my upper lip only which I don't want to do. I want to take Amrit but I also love my boyfriend and family very much and I don't want to disappoint them but i also love God and don't want to disappoint him either. Please help what do I do?