i am 17 years old and i have been dealing with depression for more than 6 months now i was getting homopathic medicine ans it would help only a little while i took it. when i thought i was feeling much better and i didnt need it i stopped but i was back at my depression back where i started within a week and because of the depression i did not go back i took counselling but it did not help in any way so i stopped that too my family is not supportive my mom dealt with depression i thought she would understand but she doesnt understand at all she took me to get counselling ans medicine but she was never there for me when i felt week to console me which made it hard my dad has never understood anything so i didnt expect much and my sister is the only person i talk to but its hard when everyone expects u to be happy in a wee. my mom and dad just say oh well if you read gurbani more you'd never deal with this and they dont understand that the depression is taking over my mind and body and thats why its so hard for me to read gurbani i can barely get out of bed. so what i'm asking is somebody give me hope and tell me what to do how to and what gurbanis to read daily to help now i dont want medicine or counselling because i realize only mu guru can save me i just need guidance please help me i dont want my life to be depression.