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My horrible desire

I admire sikhs, their courage and strenghth They explain the truth, and how to achieve it Their amazing courage, their brilliant dedication I admire the way their community held strong in times of hardships But me, I can only bow my head in shame My heart drowns in lust My mind overwelmed by illusion My soul tries to fight the illusion, but what is the illusion, I cant see it, how do I fight it? I cut my hair I eat meat I am a sinner I live in hell, I dont know how to merge with God I go to sleep in tears Whoever i ask just tells me the same thing Yo are only thirteen, study hard Im foolish stupid and weak I dont know much, Im a horrible person, but i do know this, and although it says on my birth certificate i am a Singh, I know that in truth, I am not at all a Singh I have no dignity I deserve no respect I am the true low caste I am a sinner What would a true Singh or Kaur tell me?

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My horrible desire

I admire sikhs, sikhs for their courage and strenghth strenghth.

They explain the truth, truth and how to achieve it Their it. The sikhs have amazing courage, their brilliant dedication courage and excellent dedication. I admire the way their community held to be strong in times of hardships hardships. But me, I can only bow my head in shame shame. My heart drowns in lust My lust, my mind overwelmed by illusion My illusion and my soul tries to fight the illusion, but illusion. But what is the illusion, I cant If I can not see it, how do I fight it? it?

I cut my hair hair, I eat meat I am a sinner meat and I am a sinner. Right now I live in hell, hell and I dont know how to merge with God God. I go to sleep in tears tears. Whoever i I ask just tells me the same thing thing:

Yo are only thirteen, study hard hard! Im foolish stupid and weak I dont know much, Im a horrible person, but i do know this, and although it says on my birth certificate i am a Singh, Singh. But I know that in truth, I am not a Singh at all a Singh all. I have no dignity dignity, I deserve no respect respect, I am the true low caste I am a sinner caste, and I am a sinner. What would a true Singh or Kaur tell me?