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Since this happens to be my biggest vice, to everyone. I am so.caught up in comments from family.(they want me to attend a vet school in India or want me to do masters) But in my heart i wanna be a doctor. I wanna give my gpa (improvement) a shot. My gpa is 3.7 i want it to be 3.9 and then do mcat in summer. But they keep saying that i am very stupid (i did very bad on mcat) I feel like i dont even exist anymore. Never have i experienced so much emotional pain. (But its not like i have not tried) sigh To avoid this i listen to shabad (anand peya, or waheguru simran) But see the problem is that i recognize that this is running away from reality. It seems to everyone that i am crazy but i just do not even have anything to say anymore. Am I just emotionally weak or a coward?

(Ps this the issues are not bollywood type dramatic, its about school)