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Allright so i actually believe in god. I feel it in my soul that i believe. And in bani it speaks of our souls as "brides" who is Sohagni if she remembers her lord. this makes perfect sense to me, because before i was not into spirituality (i felt so empty) as i got into sikhi , i actually have started to feel complete.this line reflects my condition but here is the thing i am a science major and when i pray there is still that voice in my mind which tries to makes practical sense of bani.(ie i will say that oh i will just follow bani because it makes you at peace, but not actually giving credit to the creator) i will make Clever schemes like o reincarnation probably not? Well it pprobably refers to karma in this life time alone only but you see that is haumai because it shows that i dont completely surrender. How do you lovingly shut down that scepticism? What kind of research or questions should i be asking? if any of u would share your spiritual journeys (and how you got rid of that skepticism) which is really just haumai. (But it still needs to be fed proper answers right?) tysm help would be greatly appreciated.