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My entire life I've done the household work and now I'm applying for a job but my younger sister already has a job. I have had 2 interviews and have done well in both and now I'm going for my third and she says "watch them never call you back". All of my family member's find flaws within me all the time. I get taunted for being a girl and sometimes they will pick on my looks. I'm a very patient person and the people in my family around me are not, they don't care if their rude to someone's face. What should I do because it seems to be that everyone around me thinks I'm a waste of life. I pray to god everyday but my sister says "god doesn't talk to people like you" and I'm a very honest and faithful person. I'm tired of all of the people around me, I feel like they'll never understand what I'm going through, I have depression because of this and at times will want to commit suicide. What should I do to get them to understand? Every time I want to be happy something bad happens, because of this they think I have bad karma. The only person that ever loved me was my grandma, she's no more. I have my entire life ahead but all I see is unhappiness.

Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh. My entire life I've done the household work and now I'm applying for a job but my younger sister already has a job. I have had 2 interviews and have done well in both and now I'm going for my third and she says "watch them never call you back". All of my family member's find flaws within me all the time. I get taunted for being a girl and sometimes they will pick on my looks. I'm a very patient person and the people in my family around me are not, they don't care if their rude to someone's face. What should I do because it seems to be that everyone around me thinks I'm a waste of life. I pray to god everyday but my sister says "god doesn't talk to people like you" and I'm a very honest and faithful person. I'm tired of all of the people around me, I feel like they'll never understand what I'm going through, I have depression because of this and at times will want to commit suicide. What should I do to get them to understand? Every time I want to be happy something bad happens, because of this they think I have bad karma. The only person that ever loved me was my grandma, she's no more. I have my entire life ahead but all I see is unhappiness. I help everyone and encourage her and give her support overtime she needs it but when I need support and advice she says all of my dreams are going to come crashing down on me and that I'm dumb as hell. If she can't find the phone she'll come down to me and say " * wheres the phone, go die in hell". I get that stuff everyday. I don't know if things are ever going to get better and if they are wheres my waheguru when I need him the most, when I have no one else to support me. I feel like everything I like or want in life drifts farther from me. I need advice or some help on how to deal with this? Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh.

Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh. My entire life I've done the household work and now I'm applying for a job but my younger sister already has a job. I have had 2 interviews and have done well in both and now I'm going for my third and she says "watch them never call you back". All of my family member's find flaws within me all the time. I get taunted for being a girl and sometimes they will pick on my looks. I'm a very patient person and the people in my family around me are not, they don't care if their rude to someone's face. What should I do because it seems to be that everyone around me thinks I'm a waste of life. I pray to god everyday but my sister says "god doesn't talk to people like you" and I'm a very honest and faithful person. I'm tired of all of the people around me, I feel like they'll never understand what I'm going through, I have depression because of this and at times will want to commit suicide. What should I do to get them to understand? Every time I want to be happy something bad happens, because of this they think I have bad karma. The only person that ever loved me was my grandma, she's no more. I have my entire life ahead but all I see is unhappiness. I help everyone and everyone. I encourage her and give her support overtime every time she needs it but when I need support and advice she says all of my dreams are going to come crashing down on me and that I'm dumb as hell. If she can't find the phone she'll come down to me and She will say " * wheres the phone, go "go die in hell". I get that stuff everyday. I don't know if things are ever going to get better and if they are wheres my are, where is waheguru when I need him the most, when I have no one else to support me. I feel like everything I like or want in life drifts farther from me. I need advice or some help on how to deal with this? this? I lived in India for 6 years. My grandmother brought me to India, I was born in Canada so I went back to start school there, I want to go back but I don't see anyway of going back. Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh.

Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh. My entire life I've done the household work and now I'm applying for a job but my younger sister already has a job. I have had 2 interviews and have done well in both and now I'm going for my third and she says "watch them never call you back". All of my family member's find flaws within me all the time. I get taunted for being a girl and sometimes they will pick Question on my looks. I'm a very patient person and the people in my family around me are not, they don't care if their rude to someone's face. What should I do because it seems to be that everyone around me thinks I'm a waste of life. I pray to god everyday but my sister says "god doesn't talk to people like you" and I'm a very honest and faithful person. I'm tired of all of the people around me, I feel like they'll never understand what I'm going through, I have depression because of this and at times will want to commit suicide. What should I do to get them to understand? Every time I want to be happy something bad happens, because of this they think I have bad karma. The only person that ever loved me was my grandma, she's no more. I have my entire life ahead but all I see is unhappiness. I help everyone. I encourage her and give her support every time she needs it but when I need support and advice she says all of my dreams are going to come crashing down on me and that I'm dumb as hell. She will say "go die in hell". I get that stuff everyday. I don't know if things are ever going to get better and if they are, where is waheguru when I need him the most, when I have no one else to support me. I feel like everything I like or want in life drifts farther from me. I need advice or some help on how to deal with this? I lived in India for 6 years. My grandmother brought me to India, I was born in Canada so I went back to start school there, I want to go back but I don't see anyway of going back. Waheguru Ji ka Khalsa, Waheguru Ji ki Fateh.life