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It’s been almost a year of constant pain and suffering . Idk what’s ahead I see dark future really dark . I’m so scared pls help . I have lost faith in god . All the other sufferings in the world too like rapes kidnapping and stuff is also making it hard to believe in god . I’m so scared I might actually die due to sleep deprivation this is so painful never experienced this pain . My parents still don’t know and it’s gonna be so hard when I’m going to cry to them. Idk what to do anymore this is so crazy .

It’s been almost a year of constant pain and suffering . Idk Now it’s getting worse and I can’t tolerate it anymore .Idk what’s ahead I see dark future really dark . I’m so scared pls help . I have lost faith in god . All the other sufferings in the world too like rapes kidnapping and stuff is also making it hard to believe in god . I’m so scared I might actually die due to sleep deprivation this is so painful never experienced this pain . My parents still don’t know and it’s gonna be so hard when I’m going to cry to them. Idk what to do anymore this is so crazy .

It’s been almost a year of constant pain and suffering . Now it’s getting worse and I can’t tolerate it anymore .Idk what’s ahead I see dark future really dark . I’m so scared pls help . I have lost faith in god . All the other sufferings in the world too like rapes kidnapping and stuff is also making it hard to believe in god . I’m so scared I might actually die due to sleep deprivation this is so painful never experienced this pain . My parents still don’t know and it’s gonna be so hard when I’m going to cry to them. Idk what to do anymore this is so crazy .