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Some of you may have read my previous post about loosing faith and needed guidance, my wife and I sorted out our differences and were in a happy place in a long time.

Waheguru then takes her away from me, im just so confused, I feel so guilty and broken.

I want to be strong and brave but feel so hapless, I keep thinking did I cause all this.

I also fear where my wife is , I just hope all the paath me and my wife did has merged her with Waheguru.

I just do not know what to do

I wrote the following about her....

I’m heartbroken and I can’t stop crying, the only thing that’s getting me by is that I know you are at peace and have merged with Waheguru Ji.

Everyday when I do my paath and I sing for Waheguru Ji, I know I’m singing for my beautiful Rajwinder.

When I think of my beautiful Rajwinder, I know I’m thinking of the radiance of Waheguru Ji.

I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart, you are my soul mate Rajwinder.

All my love forever your roly poly Sukhi, and yes I was Pinky and you was always the Brain.