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WJKK WJKF. I'm a Sikh. I pray ALOT. I HAD so much of confidence. And now,I'm socially active. I losed all of my confidence. On May,i got my period 21 days late. And I was very worried. My family masturbates in the toilet all the time. So I thought I got pregnant from sitting on the toilet seat that has sperm on it/used the bar soap that has sperm on it. I said to myself "Why shall I pray when I know I'm getting pregnant?" And after 21 days I got my period. I was happy and thanked God. That is how I lose my confidence. Till now,i get worried ONLY ABOUT GETTING PERIOD. Even if I get white discharge,I'll be like "Is this normal?/Gosh I'm pregnant". I don't know how to end this. And the main thing here is,i have a muslim ( Malay ) boyfriend. He's 19 and I'm 17. He told me that he wants a kiss and I said "Sure,not now but soon". And I met him the next day,he hugged me. So I was cool with hugging him. And he pulled me even closer and kissed me. And I was like yeah why not. And I kissed him as well. I met him today,we hugged & kissed. And then,i was suddently thinking,waheguru I gonna hate me for this. Even if I try getting closer AGAIN to guru,guru wouldn't like it. I don't want God to hate me for this. I KISSED A MUSLIM GUY. Can kissing a guy and hugging him really thight get me pregnant?

WJKK WJKF. I'm a Sikh. I pray ALOT. I HAD so much of confidence. And now,I'm socially active. I losed all of my confidence. On May,i got my period 21 days late. And I was very worried. My family masturbates in the toilet all the time. So I thought I got pregnant from sitting on the toilet seat that has sperm on it/used the bar soap that has sperm on it. I said to myself "Why shall I pray when I know I'm getting pregnant?" And after 21 days I got my period. I was happy and thanked God. That is how I lose my confidence. Till now,i get worried ONLY ABOUT GETTING PERIOD. Even if I get white discharge,I'll be like "Is this normal?/Gosh I'm pregnant". I don't know how to end this. And the main thing here is,i have a muslim ( Malay ) boyfriend. He's 19 and I'm 17. He told me that he wants a kiss and I said "Sure,not now but soon". And I met him the next day,he hugged me. So I was cool with hugging him. And he pulled me even closer and kissed me. And I was like yeah why not. And I kissed him as well. I met him today,we hugged & kissed. And then,i was suddently thinking,waheguru I gonna hate me for this. Even if I try getting closer AGAIN to guru,guru wouldn't like it. I don't want God to hate me for this. I KISSED A MUSLIM GUY. Can kissing a guy and hugging him really thight get me pregnant?