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I am not sure how I feel, if it is jealousy or just my self righteousness that I am trying to impose on others But there is a brown girl I know She is quite slutty, wears the skimpiest clothes, has done plastic surgery, drinks alcohol like a dude , has a lot of ego, wears a lot of makeup, full of ego, brags a lot, she uses people, she is conceited and the list goes on.

Yet still has a 4.0 gpa , and everything in her life is good, good health (doesn't struggle with weight issues ), she is rich (doesn't struggle with financial issues.

she Is a superficial person but everyone likes her.

Here I am , a woman of god and I am not as well liked. And struggle with financial issues , and have a lot of struggles in comparison. It just bothers me why god rewards the people who do not follow their path at all, and keeps his followers in pain,example : Baha'i jugraj Singh's illness

I am not sure how I feel, if it is jealousy or just my self righteousness that I am trying to impose on others But there is a brown girl I know She is quite slutty, wears the skimpiest clothes, has done plastic surgery, drinks alcohol like a dude , has a lot of ego, wears a lot of makeup, full of ego, brags a lot, she uses people, she is conceited and the list goes on.

Yet still has a 4.0 gpa , and everything in her life is good, good health (doesn't struggle with weight issues ), she is rich (doesn't struggle with financial issues.

she Is a superficial person but everyone likes her.

Here I am , a woman of god and I am not as well liked. And struggle with financial issues , and have a lot of struggles in comparison. It just bothers me why god rewards the people who do not follow their path at all, and keeps his followers in pain,example : Baha'i Bhai jugraj Singh's illness