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HI there,

My sister has only this year started seeing this guy that she likes, and as a family we all really liked him at the start too. However, there was something about him that I didn't feel was right and talked about with my mum. He seemed like he wasn't what he really showed people, and I had some problems with him around July of this year. I got so frustrated with his behavior and the loyalty my sister was showing to him and not me that I mentioned to one of my friends that I read her messages that she sends to him where he was talking so much crap about me. I faintly remember also discussing with another close friend of mine that I was having some problems with him. I am so scared now that those people will say all this to my sister and it'll make me look like a horrible sister. The only reason I ever mentioned anything to my friends was because I couldn't talk to my sister about it. What do I do? I know my friends have met my sister after I told them and have never mentioned anything, but I feel horrible about the whole deal and feel like they might say something. What do I do? Am i such a horrible sister? I feel like killing myself with shame and terror. 2134