Do we really decide anything?
Do we really make any decisions in this life, or is everything predetermined by God. I am making some major life decisions right now that affect not just my life but other people too. I am wondering if my decisions are already pretermined by God... am I really deciding anything? Doesn't Gurbani tell us God is the Doer of all actions and we are simply the medium through which it gets done? I am so anxious not to make the wrong choice. The pressure is weighing heavily on me and ruining my health.
Thank you for the video, Cloud. I made a decision for myself today and watching that just confirmed I did what was required of me in the moment. I had another decision point coming up in a month and at this point it is not clear to me what is required or not required but I think there's too many factors for me to try to predict now. So now i wait. That is all that is required of me. I just felt like "omg I am just waiting around." but in reality, there's nothing i can do or control in this moment.