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is this god?

asked 2015-10-22 22:46:35 -0600

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Basically over the past few days I have started noticing changes within myself. Can't really describe it but emotionally, on the inside I felt like a burning oven. In pain all the time, I mean all the time! :|

It took a lot of meditation and prayer, but the minute my meditation became selfless, I basically started feeling that in my prayer, I don't really need anything but naam. I actually started feeling blessed. felt really cool. (that feeling can't be described, and it felt like it was radiating from within but it wasn't actually me)

and then I said to myself, well this is coming from me, I am doing this. the pain came back. but then I said wow there is something great inside of me, but it is not actually me I am a part of it. and I need to pray and bow down to it, my ego needs to bow down to it, the internal coolness came back. I need to love and adore that I need to pray to that, I need to please it because it loves me and wants the best for me. the only way it happens is if the ego bows down to it.

it sort of feels like a best friend that you hold sacred, and pray to because you do not want it to leave. the ego wants to say its me and me alone, but it doesn't really work that way. It is found within me but much greater than me.

so essentially, is god like the superego, that the ego has to bow down to to be able to reap the benefits?

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answered 2015-10-23 06:10:56 -0600

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One can not see God but can feel. Best ways of connecting to God are Naam Simran, keertan, prayer, Meditation etc. And having this kind of experience is a sign of great fortune, its very rare for people to have such an experiences.

Now in order to reap benefits, I think you just have to acknowledge this, fill your self with immense appreciation and gratitude for God, and continue doing what you have been doing and deepen your connection with Waheguru rather than putting names like super-ego or observing if its God or not. Ultimate aim for meditation and prayer is to feel presence of God and to be emotionally strong & blissful from inside, which I guess you have started to feel already. Now, If you feel like bowing down, you're free to do so. If you don't feel like bowing down to super-ego inside of you, its ok still. Anyways its just a new name like God, Waheguru, Allah, Rabb, Ishwar etc.

Finally I would like to say you should consult your seniors about this and forgive me if you find anything wrong or to disagree.

Thanks

Waheguru Ji Ka Khalsa Waheguru Ji ki fateh :)

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yes indeed you're blessed and waheguru is always there by your side. Just trust a little and deepen the connection. & then watch how your life gets easy and turns for so much better. Thanks

AllglorytoWaheGuru gravatar imageAllglorytoWaheGuru ( 2015-10-23 12:53:49 -0600 )edit

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