another realization
I realized that to have a connection with god one does not have to be a fanatic. because fanaticism arises from a mentality that there is only one perfect way to experience god. Also fanatic individuals have tones of haumai (like they know better) and lack of nirmalta (humbleness) . there are several paths to experience god, and not to mention perfectionism always has underlying tones of fear and other negative feelings. negative feelings means further away from god.
- to experience god 1) surrender 2) have love + compassion in your heart 3) selfless seva
feel free to add to this guys, what do you think?