Meaning of life
asked 2015-01-07 15:35:33 -0500

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I've recently been thinking about life and stuff and really started to realise that I have a long way to go with regards to working of all my bad karams and sins and mistakes and I'm really intimidated by it. I'm not saying that there is a special formula for being released of the cycle of lives but I know that I don't want to have to come back into another life or 8.4 million of them for that matter. My question is, where do I even start? I'm not Amritdhari nor do I read, write or speak Gurmukhi or Punjabi so how does someone like me even begin to start wiping out my karma and start a path towards Guru/ WaheGuru. I think I saw somewhere that we're suppose to follow our Guru and surrender ourselves to our Guru in order to be shown the way, how does that work? How do I surrender to GuruJi? I find it difficult to connect with God and would also like some tips for that as well? Also I've seen somewhere that everything only works with Gurprasad and Guru's grace, does that mean we just wait for that to happen? Is it bad to chase after it? I know this is like a big ask but life seems really bland right now and I feel just lost and concerned that I'm not doing anything to figure out where to go from here, any GurSikhs who can lend an informed opinion, I would really appreciate it!