Please please please answer to this.
Wjkk wjkf. Last year i had an exam. It was a major one. So i did my best and stuff for it. One day, i stood at the alter i have at hime, i kinda did like a deal to Vod and said 'babaji if babaji dont make me get straight A's for my majors which is next year is okay but this please make me get it. Eventually i got the straight A's for my previous majors. I really thank God. But now its like i have this feel where even if i work hard for my next majors, babaji wont make me get the results i want. I keep thinking abt this and almost forgot how to enjoy life. I never failed my papers but recently i did fail and its all because of me thinking about this. I dont know what should i do already. Like how do i start studying? Whenever i start studying, this thought comes in my mind and makes me lose focus. What should i do? Please please help me? Wjkk wjkf