depression due driving licence
Waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh,
last year in june i started going to driving school and this year i already had 2 practical exams and i both failed, one in may and one in june. i cried so much because i always drive good in the lessons and as soon as i am in my exam i fail. each exam costs 200 euro and all the money i saved is finished and i feel so bad and cant stop crying. i feel like a loser. i just dont pass my exam its been one year since i started my licence and i still did not finished it. i dont know what to do anymore, the money is gone which i hardly saved and i can feel that my family is disappointed too ( they did not say anything and hugged me and said dont worry, but i know that they are kinda disappointed that i failed twice ) my family doesnt have so much money. i prayed so much but feel like god doesnt help me. i think im in a little depression, i sleep all day long and dont eat anything. my mother said : jo rabb karda changa karda & saara kuch sahi wakht te milda. but i dont see anything good anymore, we could really use the money for more important things. i cant stop crying, my next exam is in a few days andi think i will fail again. this is like a huge pressure on me. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT I AM EXPECTING BUT I HOPE ANYONE CAN HELP ME PLEASE.
