Vikaars, true
Sat Sri Akal, ji
I have this question for you. There's something strange about this situation but look at the following;
I have trouble to attain my routine of prayers I personally think it's because of surrounding people The Problem actually is I don't know Who But I do know that it is because of some speculars person that my vikaars do increase, and I do feel that when they are in my presence
So my question is how to avoid and how to recognize so people, because even if they're not in my presence I do feel that my Vikaars are increasing sometimes because of bad company, Can It lay on the fact that referring and that somehow near causing me?
I feel that I'm still in bad company, but I don't know how to get out of it.. I'm becoming exhausted of finding out this I do know that it's because of my bad family but I'm married now I was married before I came to know about Waheguru but now I just feel the Limit
My husband is also envolved with this, I don't know where to go my life seems Perfect, but just without the God Feeling I don't want this life untill i feel I'm Right going without God there's nothing at all,.. How do I find out where the problem comes from? It's like rotating and I feel I'm gettin more in the situation as I actually want to get out of this.. I feel I'm really in Trouble I mean it I have found the sadh sangat but I'm still not happy as something causes my simran and abhiyaas to go wrong, or like I can not attain it Always something happen bad and I feel Maybe It's still something I do wrong or I not realized it but my time is running out so I need advice of someone if someone can see the light in this of all I wrote ..the answer..
