Afraid to be Amritdhari.
Waheguru ji ka Khalsa Waheguru ji ki Fateh. Hey,I'm 16 years old boy living in Zira,Ferozpur,Punjab.This Puranmashi I'm going to be Amritdhari but I'm afraid.This fear is from Heart,I get nervous when i think about having Amrit.I don't why I get this feeling.My mother is amritdhari but not my father he drinks alcohol,eats meat and rarely do path,when i told my dad that I want to be amritdhari he told me not be amritdhari.I'm doing path daily at Amrit Vela but I'm getting that something is stopping me to have Amrit and always have fear that will I be able be puran amritdhari singh.