Piyare Jaskaran,
Still it is a long way to go in your life. At every step of life you will feel uncertainty and unsecure. Just think ! who is running this universe ! neither you, nor I. Then who? Obviously, it is the almighty waheguru. But it is strange that we all try to run it in our way. we wish that all our wishes be granted. This is the first and foremost reason of disappointment and depression. Is this the lesson we learn from Gurbani? No, not all.
Guruji advises us to walk in accordance to the God's will( Hukam). " Hukme ander sab ko bahar hukam na koi". Instead of accepting what will happen, we try to fulfill our wishes. Though later on we may repent. These are very small lessons, but having big impact on our overall life. Believe GuruJi, nothing will go wrong. Try your best and leave the rest to Waheguru. Try this thing! Tell GuruJi that you will accept what ever the Waheguru's hukam will be and see how much peace you experience. Later on in life you need not to repent.
Comment to your reply:
It is too sad that you are thinking of committing suicide. A sikh needs to be always in "CHARDI KALA". No body can fulfill any other's desires. It is only God's will that prevails. Whatever you have got till today was almighty's gift. The family, friends etc. are only via media and not the source. The source is the Waheguru only. GuruJi says: "Dadda datta ek hai Sab ko Devan Har" ( There is only one giver in this universe, Who is giver for al of us.) Respect your parents but keep your faith in Guru jI. It is only our wavering mind that misleads us. Whenever you are possessed with the thought of suicide, start chanting paath of "CHUPAI SAHIB." Believe me Guru Ji are Ang sang and will definitely protect you from taking any undesirable step. Even if you feel the situation to be worse and cannot control yourself please give me a call at my cell no: 9855209344 or email me at [email protected].
