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I have been married for 30 years, this year. Meet my childhood sweetheart, love marriages were unheard of back then. He was my lifeline, the love of my life, the best thing that had ever happened to me. In my eyes life was great, Waheguruji blessed us with the strength to work hard, build a business and bestowed upon us twins, a boy and a girl, so blessed. He has constantly been seeing other women during our marriage, he has become a functioning alcoholic and upsets me and the children on a daily basis. I have stuck by him through all is this only to be treated like a second class citizen, my children are now standing up to him and he blames me for the disrespect they show him. I have faith in Waheguruji to guide me and give me the courage to make the right decision for me and the children. Praying, the broomstick that clears the mind on a daily basis, mediation, listening to shabads, one thing I do know in mr heart our almighty father would not want any of his children to be unhappy. Praying each day, Waheguruji will show me the way.