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the thing is that, this person is in my class, and i see him most of the time but i do not talk to him and I totally just ignore him and even blocked his phone. from looks he looks like a beam of light getting mostly 95 + grades and beautiful, but when i put together the facts and even what i found about his friend i get freaked out. and tbh he is the one playing these weird emotional games and blamed everything on me at the end. so I ignore him and have not spoken to him since September. if anywhere he is close I just avoid and take a different way, I avoid his friend too. [because I don't wanna get sucked back in, he knows my weakness, he knew i liked him so he messed up my emotions, he knew his power over me)
i can't trust my heart and thats why i need to pray a lot, and i do. i keep telling myself that he doesn't care about me, and it was all a game a trap. literally I pray and do ardaas every time I feel weak, i pray for good company so that I can heal faster. thank you for checking up on me <3 it actually means a lot , this online community has guided me a lot.

2 sikhi the thing is that, this person is in my class, and i see him most of the time but i do not talk to him and I totally just ignore him and even blocked his phone. from looks he looks like a beam of light getting mostly 95 + grades and beautiful, but when i put together the facts and even what i found about his friend i get freaked out. and tbh he is the one playing these weird emotional games and blamed everything on me at the end. so I ignore him and have not spoken to him since September. if anywhere he is close I just avoid and take a different way, I avoid his friend too. [because I don't wanna get sucked back in, he knows my weakness, he knew i liked him so he messed up my emotions, he knew his power over me)
i can't trust my heart and thats why i need to pray a lot, and i do. i keep telling myself that he doesn't care about me, and it was all a game a trap. literally I pray and do ardaas every time I feel weak, i pray for good company so that I can heal faster. thank you for checking up on me <3 it actually means a lot , this online community has guided me a lot.