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Does that mean I have to go away from him..? What does that mean..? do I have to break the marriage.. I feel I have no courage and I don't know where else to go but I'm feeling I'm living in fear and I don't feel happy.. at all but I have a child now.. and I Always thinking why didn't I leave him before and then I have no courage anymore I already did one time go to the woman shelters he beat me up and send me out and I've gone to there.. should I end this marriage or what I thought gurbani was the answer to all should i meditate more or should i just leave ..

Does that mean I have to go away from him..? What does that mean..? do I have to break the marriage.. I feel I have no courage and I don't know where else to go but I'm feeling I'm living in fear and I don't feel happy.. at all but I have a child now.. and I Always thinking why didn't I leave him before and then I have no courage anymore I already did one time go to the woman shelters he beat me up and send me out and I've gone to there.. should I end this marriage or what I thought gurbani was the answer to all should i meditate more or should i just leave .... What is the real problem? I can't see it is it my selfesteem.. What does it mean the difference between karmic and real marriage..?