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You say, "...now I can feel the importance of having connection with babaji... Without this life is hell."
Well, that about sums it up. Your family will say and do what they will. If your intentions and your devotion are pure and have no ulterior motive in them, then it matters not what others say or think. This is between Guru Ji Maharaj and you. No one else. Go forwards a step at a time. Begin daily sadhana and paath. Meditate on Naam. Deepen your connection to Guru Ji and then let him manage the family situation. If you are happy, kind, compassionate, graceful and steady then nothing and no one can come between you and your Guru.