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It's normal to have a crush like this, so first of all, stop thinking that you are "bad" for having these thoughts. It's ok. The question is how does it affect your words and actions? You know, whatever you think about grows larger in your world. Having some creative projects outside of schoolwork and things to channel your energy like dance, yoga, sports or journaling will help too. Ultimately you will need to learn how to control your own mind and that comes through regular japa and meditation.